Behind Closed Doors

Lyrics

Moth To The Flame

Wake up on the floor like you did before
And you don't know what today is
So you shut out the sun until the day is done
But you can't run away from it

You must've done it all this time
And nothing's really changed
You pushed reality away
And still wake up to find
It wasn't all in your mind

And it's always the same
Another bad movie now
You'll go crawling back again, oh
Like a moth to the flame

Take it to the edge, stumble on the ledge
You're a candle that has to burn
Cos you bought the dream
And from the way that it seems
You're living in that other world

Where everything is beutiful
And someone else will pay
But you won't find an answer there
Cos the question still remains
You better hear what I say

Do you feel like the rain ?
Always coming down now
Don't you tell me it's a game
Cos I don't believe it
You're a moth to the flame

(SOLO)

Where everything is beutiful
And someone else will pay
But you won't find an answer there
Cos the question still remains
You better hear what I say

And it's always the same
Another bad movie now
You'll go crawling back again, oh
Like a moth to the flame

Don't you tell me it's a game
Cos I don't believe it
You're a moth to the flame

Morley / Taylor / Hoglund


Fly On The Wall

Better lock the window, better bolt the door
Change your number, and don't take that call
In conversation, better watch your words
One wrong move now, I'm gonna dig that dirt

Nobody's ever too big to burn
I leave no stone unturned

In the quietest moment, when the lights go down
When you don't expect it, I will be around
Only one intention, wanna see you fall
Cos I'm that fly on the wall

Well I give no quarter, and I can't be bought
No need to justify it, if I'm within the law
It's only information, from behind closed doors
And if the public want it, I'm the cheapest whore

No need to worry, I can supply
Cos everybody's got something to hide

When you see that shadow, or hear that sound
When your guard is dropping, I'll be back in town
Only one intention, wanna see you fall
Cos I'm that fly on the wall

You can't sleep when I'm lurking
Even though you won't hear any sound
I'll be digging your dustbin
If it's there, it will be found

(SOLO)

In the quietest moment, when the lights go down
When you don't expect it, I will be around
Only one intention, wanna see you fall
Cos I'm that fly on the wall

Morley


I'll Be Waiting

Should you ever change your mind
About leaving everything we had behind
It don't matter, for whatever length of time
I'll be waiting

Things are always gonna change
Everyday is like another unread page
So if you ever feel the gypsy in you age
I'll be waiting

Cos I'm sure one day that you're gonna find
That there's an answer to the questions in your mind
So when you realise that the answer's inside
I'll be waiting

So don't you cry now, don't be sad
Just keep the memory of the good times that we had
You might discover going back ain't all that bad
So I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting forever

(SOLO)

Cos I'm sure one day that you're gonna find
That there's an answer to the questions in your mind
So when you realise that the answer's inside
I'll be waiting

Should you ever change your mind
About leaving everything we had behind
It don't matter, any place or any time
I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting

Morley


River Of Pain

I should've seen it coming now
Should've known it would happen this way
If I'd trusted my initial instincts
Then maybe you'd be here today

Cos the more that I gave
The more I could see a change
You only wanted my love
When you thought I might take it away, I'm afraid

Now I'm drowning in a river of pain
Slowly going down
All I did was love you too much
So now I'll remain
Stranded here forever
Drowning in a river of pain

I don't know when it happened now
Suddenly you'd taken control
One day I was pulling your strings baby
Then the next you had a grip on my soul

So I let myself go
Cos my heart wouldn't be denied
There was distance in your eyes
And your touch turned fire to ice, no suprise
That I'm drowning in a river of pain
Here with my regrets
Going round and round in my head
But still I remain
Stranded here forever
Drowning in a river of pain

(SOLO)

Somehow when you saw the other side of me
Then I lost my mystery

Now I'm drowning in a river of pain
Slowly going down
All I did was love you to much
So now I'll remain
Drowning in a river of pain

Morley


Future Train

Don't try to tell me it's gonna be alright
When the truth is plain to see
Cos if I take a look outta my own front door
I can see the way it's gonna be
And that's not what you're telling me

I see people being beaten in the streets
And the system won't protect them
Cos in better times all kinds of evil lay asleep
'Til the wind of fear can resurect them

How many more lives will it take ?
Cos our history could teach us a lot about today

So it's one step forward and two steps back
There's got to be some changes to bring the balance back
The floor beneath is shaking, and the walls are 'bout to crack
Cos the future train's coming down the hill
And we're tied to the track

I see a leader with an agenda to hide
Fanning the flames of this confusion
Turning fear into hatred, stirring something deep down inside
And he says there's only one solution
Look through that tangled web they weave
That air of freedom is everybody's right to breathe

So it's one step forward and two steps back
There's got to be some changes to bring the balance back
The floor beneath is shaking, and the walls are 'bout to crack
Cos the future train's coming down the hill
And we're tied to the track

(SOLO)

How many more lives will it take ?
Cos our history could teach us a lot about today

So it's one step forward and two steps back
There's got to be some changes to bring the balance back
The floor beneath is shaking, and the walls are 'bout to crack
Cos the future train's coming down the hill
And we're tied to the track

Morley / James / Matthews / Hoglund


'Til The River Runs Dry

She can't see him stumbling through the door
She don't hear him laying down the law
She can't feel him strike her to the floor
She can't reach him there's no use anymore

Tells herself he's still the man she loves
Then she cries 'til the river runs dry
He'll be sorry when the morning comes
But she cries 'til the river runs dry
'Til the river runs dry

She remembers the way it used to be
They were young then and life was so carefree
Every mountain was small enough to climb
She hangs on to every memory sublime

As he slips into a restless sleep
She cries 'til the river runs dry
And she blames the whole world for his scars so deep
Then she cries 'til the river runs dry
'Til the river runs dry

There were so many times before
When she walked right out the door
She's tried so hard to leave him
But when she sees him breaking down
He knows she'll come around
She can't see past his tears
Or all those years

Tells herself he's still the man she loves
Then she cries 'til the river runs dry
He'll be sorry when the morning comes
But she cries 'til the river runs dry
'Til the river runs dry
'Til the river runs dry

Morley / James


Stand Up

When you get up late in the morning
And somebody's broken into your car
Makes you feel like killing, maybe you'd be willing
But you don't have to take it that far
Stand up, kick the cat and stand up
Cos when things grind you down
You can't fight 'em sitting down
Stand up

You catch you girl making love with the postman
And they're doing it in your very own bed
She says he's giving her a letter
I think you sohuld forget her
And go out with her sister instead
Stand up, say "who cares" and stand up
Don't go crying on the floor, just throw them out the door
And stand up

Every now and then boy, you gotta take it on the chin
It's just another sympton of the world we're living in
Every day's a battle, sometimes you're gonna bruise
But if you let it get you down you lose
Stand up, stand up

(SOLO)

Sunday morning you relax with the papers
All week long you been working so hard
Then you can't believe what you're seeing on the page
About a road they're gonna build through your yard
Stand up, shout about it stand up
You don't have to beg them please
Don't go down on your knees stand up
Do everything that you can, you got to make a plan stand up
If they're gonna tread on you make 'em think before they do
Stand up

Morley / James


Preaching From A Chair

I'm sorry I don't hate the world
I'm afraid that I'm not disturbed
I'm sorry that I don't do drugs, I hope you understand
I can't talk about my life in hell
Or a suicide attempt that didn't go well
No life of crime, no misery, what you see is what you get
And I don't believe in dwelling on the darker side
There's enough bad news on the television every night
So I don't need some little punk who's the latest star
Telling me over and over again
Life's such a drag when you're in a band

What is it coming to when everyone's talking through their hat
And we've heard it all before
What happened to honesty ? The way that it looks at me
Is everybody's in it trying to get somewhere
And trying to justify it, preaching from a chair

Please forgive me if the clothes ain't right
I wouldn't want you hanging with an uncool guy
No flannel shirt and no tattoos, maybe I should grow a beard ?
Don't you tell me what I oughta think
Which cigarettes to smoke, and what I oughta drink
Don't judge me by the way I look cos the clothes don't make the man

I'm not about to be a slave to a book of rules
Don't wanna spend my life trying to be somebody else
I'd be wrong to believe in every word that I ever read
You can't fool all the people all of the time
And one man's opinion's another man's lie

The makers of taste will be patronising you and me forever
And it's always been the same
You'll enter the twilight zone if you don't keep your mind your own
I shouldn't let it get to me but I don't care
I can't stomach bullshit, when it's preaching from a chair

(SOLO)

I'm sorry that I like the sun
I'm sorry to say I don't wanna own a gun
Cos if my number's up that's alright, sometime we all got to go
So many versions of the world outside
Reality is getting hard to find
So many people with an axe to grind
It's hard to know who to believe
Don't lecture me, until you know what the truth is
Take a good look inside you criticise everyone else
Your jealousy ain't enough of a reason
To justify telling me where I went wrong
So don't try to do it
Cos all you ever do is sing the same old song
And no one wants to hear
Preaching from a chair

Morley


Castles In The Sand

There must've been a moment
A second or a time
When I didn't look up or I missed some kind of sign
Turned the wrong direction
When she was just an inch away
Like a missed connection
And my future slipped away

There've been times when I feel like I'm
Conspired against by faith
It's almost bad enough to make me hate

I'm sick of building castles in the sand
Just waiting for another face to break my promised land
I've been looking for the real thing in a lonely one night stand
Like building castles in the sand

Cos it terrifies me, ending up alone
And it walks beside me, the ghost of chances gone
Did I have it did I let it go, or close the door to fast ?
Is there an answer locked up in my past ? .. in my past

I'm sick of building castles in the sand
Seem like everybody else I know can hold it in their hands
So will it ever happen or am I doomed to walk this land
Just building castle's in the sand ?

(SOLO)

I've been crying, I've been living alone so long
I've been over and over the reasons
But I can't find the thing that's wrong
In my mind, all the evidence seems to say
I wouldn't even know it if she walked right in today

I'm sick of building castles in the sand
Seems like everybody else I know can hold it it their hands
So will it ever happen or am I doomed to walk this land
Just building castles in the sand ?

Morley


Too Scared To Live

Don't wanna go out don't know who I'll meet
Don't wanna breathe that filthy air on the street
Don't make me burn 'neath that hole in the sky
I'm too scared to live and I'm too young to die

Don't get the door it's the man from the bank
He wants my house but I won't give it back
Here comes the vultures as I'm starting to try
I'm too scared to live but I'm too broke to die

Stop smoking, stop drinking
It's not even safe no more ... sleeping with women

I gave up driving I thought I might crash
And I can't go private cos I ain't got the cash
Expensive business this keeping your health
That's why I'm too scared to live cos I ain't got the wealth

Stop whinging, stop moaning
But it's hard enjoying life, when I can't do nothing

(SOLO)

Can't drink the water can't swim in the sea
And my television's too corrupting for me
Then someone told me it's wrong eating meat
I'm too scared to live and now I'm too scared to eat

I'm so depressed just can't take it no more
I don't know what I'm even living for
One thing that keeps me from a suicide
I'm too scared to live but I'm too scared to die

Keep trying, keep fighting
That's easy for you to say, but I feel like crying

Morley


Ball And Cahin

Looking around your home town
Trying to find a reason not to leave
All of your friends don't understand
You find that small town air so hard to breathe

Clock keeps ticking
You don't need the life your living
Deep in your heart don't you feel like running
Over the hills where the real worlds going on
There's nothing to keep you here
So what have you got to fear ?
You'll never be young again

So kick off the ball and chain (get running)
Kick off the ball and chain (get running)

You work in a job you really hate
For a guy who thinks you're just a waste of space
You've been telling yourself so long now
One day you're gonna put him in his place
And wouldn't you love it
Telling the boss to shove it
Stay where you are you'll amount to nothing
It's only a step in your mind and you'll be gone

You know that you wanna go
Like the wind you've got to blow
So don't you hesitate

Kick off the ball and chain (get running)
Kick off the ball and chain (get running)
Get you ticket and board that train
And kick off the ball and chain

You know you haven't got a thing to lose
You don't wanna spend your life in a dead man's shoes

(SOLO)

There's nothing to keep you here
So what have you got to fear
You'll never be young again
Kick off the ball and chain
You know that you wanna go
Like the wind you've got to blow
So don't you hesitate

Kick off the ball and chain (get running)
Kick off the ball and chain (get running)
Get your ticket and board that train
And kick off the ball and chain

Morley / James / Matthews / Bowes


It Happened In This Town

Goodbye little angel, so young and so sweet
So long little angel, taken so young from the street
Now you're gone, all the world can feel the pain
Like a light went out somewhere

Goodbye little angel, it's so hard to understand
What makes somebody do that ? What makes that kind of man ?
But you're gone and things will never be the same
I feel your tears when it rains
And though I try I can't explain
Where's the sense in it all ?

We cover our eyes cover our eyes cover our eyes
Cos we don't wanna see this
We hope it's a lie hope it's a lie hope it's a lie Cos our world isn't like this

It's too random to believe in, how could anyone concieve it ?
It's so sad, but it happened in this town
There's no words of consolation, there's no reasoned explanation
Just the fact that it happened in this town

(SOLO)

Goodbye little angel, so young and so sweet
So long little angel, taken so young from the street
But now you're gone, and things will never be the same
I feel your tears when it rains
And though I try I can't explain
Where's the sense in it all ?

We cover our eyes cover our eyes cover our eyes
Cos we don't wanna see this
We hope it's a lie hope it's a lie hope it's a lie Cos our world isn't like this

How could anybody do it ? There's no rhyme or reason to it
It's so sad, but it happened in this town
There's no words of consolation, there's no reasoned explanation
Just the fact that it happened in this town
It really happened in this town
It's so sad, but it happened in this town

Goodbye little angel, so young and so sweet
So long little angel, taken so young from the street

Morley / James


Musicians
Daniel Bowes - Lead Voice • Luke Morley - Lead & Rhythm Guitars • Harry James Big Sound - Drums
Ben Matthews - Lead & Rhythm Guitars & all Keyboards • Mikael Höglund - Bass


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Last updated on Friday, 20th February, 1998
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